Already August

I haven't written in a long time, mostly because i have been exceedingly busy, yet also lazy. I have had my mind filled with so many preparations and plans, that i allowed my other plans melt a little. I wanna talk about my feelings, because i am feeling them now, however, I don't think I will allow myself that any longer. I am going to spend less time on things that spend less time on me. Because i am numero Uno here. Me.