Call me narrowminded

"Having the best of both worlds means never having to give loyalty toward either of them."

I woke up today, thinking that. I didn't know that I had such a strong value for loyalty. Nor was I aware that I have pissed off sleep. I love fighting dreams, but not these.

In essence, anger is sadness. How can I be sad when I'm so happy?
I'm five years old again. I think I'm going to stay this way.

I don't want to be that guy who stuck Algernon on that sticky trap and just stared with an full and terrible gaze.

I'm so happy and free, yet I have the heaviest weight on my heart, and it that I am happy and free.

Some people have disappointed me greatly, and sadly, even five year olds understand that much.

Not the Same

here's not the same, there's not the same
you're not the same, they're not the same
and more importantly,
we're not the same
it's not the same
we're not the same
never were,
and never will be again.

Already August

I haven't written in a long time, mostly because i have been exceedingly busy, yet also lazy. I have had my mind filled with so many preparations and plans, that i allowed my other plans melt a little. I wanna talk about my feelings, because i am feeling them now, however, I don't think I will allow myself that any longer. I am going to spend less time on things that spend less time on me. Because i am numero Uno here. Me.